I found out I was expecting again. Nervous but very happy.
24th October 2005
Benjamin's first scan. He was playing peek-a-boo so they couldn't find out all they needed to. We gotta go back in 2 wks.
8th November 2006
The second scan and after a lot of coaxing you let the lady know you was ok. And you revealed to us you were a boy.
2nd December 2005
Mummy had to go to hospital today I started bleeding and was in a lot of pain. They kept me in over night but it turned out to be a bad urine infection so you was fine.
3rd March 2006
It was probably today when you passed away. I remember I'd been rushing around in the morning trying to sort out the MOT and car tax. I got snowed in in Bradford too. I remember been stressed and very emotional that day.
4th March 2006
I went into labour and was up all through the night. I didn't know you had died so I was rather excited about going into labour. I stayed up in pain all night and watched Erin Brokovich about 4 times.
5th March 2006
Once contractions were less than 10 minutes I when into hospital as I was supposed to be having a cesearean. It was then we found out you had died. You were born at 7.16pm.
6th March 2006
We had to decide whether to allow a post mortem or not we decided to because we wanted to know why you had been taken from us. You was taken to the mortuery.
7th March 2006
I left hospital with empty arms and as we went to register your birth.
16th March 2006
It was your funeral. I'm still not sure how I got through that day.
July 2006
We found out that they'd found no reason for your death. The most likely cause could have been a blood clot in me that had stopped oxygen getting to the placenta.
25th December 2006
Its your first christmas. We went up on the hills to release some balloons for you but it was really foggy. We went lower down and it didn't take long for the balloons to go out of sight. Hope you enjoyed the balloons and had lots of fun with your friends.
5th March 2007
Its your first birthday. It passed quite calmly. We released some balloons for you and got you a cake. Courtney and Kieran blew out your candle. Here's what you got:
Silver Plate with your name date of birth and name meaning from Auntie Tracy, Uncle Dion, Mykaela and Toni Leigh. Flowers from Auntie Louise, Uncle Phil, Lydia and Alex. Special Little Boy Glitter Globe with a Me 2 You Bear from Auntie Diana, Uncle Shayne and Caitlin. Miss You Ornement and Blue Balloon from Nana and Grandad Peel. Winnie Pooh Balloon from Uncle Harry. Miss You Bear and 1st Birthday Balloon from Mummy and Daddy. Pooh Bear Statue and balloons from your big brother Kieran and sister Courtney.
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